thekingofcupssexpectsapicnic replied to your post: i’ve been lying to my doctors

I’m sorry you’re going through that. I hope you can find a way to get back on the meds and be ok without deteriorating. Can you talk to a therapist about this? They can’t keep you from going to school.

Well, I was on a leave of absence and my readmission was on condition that my doctor wrote me a note supporting my return.  I was ready to go back to school for the spring 2010 semester and my therapist had promised me a note.  I mean, I was completely honest with her about everything and come September, she said she wasn’t going to write me a note because she didn’t feel I was ready.

So since then, I’ve sort of been lying about how I was doing because I didn’t want my doctor to say I couldn’t go back.

Now that I’m back in, I’m looking to find a therapist that isn’t associated with the school.  I feel like if I talk to the therapists working in the school counseling center, they’ll tell me I need to go on leave again or something.