so i woke up terrified

because i had this horrible dream, which was probably triggered from seeing someone who looked exactly like this guy i went on ONE date with a year ago.  he creeped me out and kept asking me to hook up with him and I was so not interested in doing.

anyways, in my dream, i went on a date with a guy i met on okc and it was okay and stuff and for some reason we ended up having mediocre sex in a hotel room.  and then the next morning i felt so gross and i was picking everything up and on the drive home he looks at me and goes “i knew i’d get you in bed” and morphed into creepy guy.  and i was like “shit what did i do” especially since i realized i’d just cheated on sean and was panicking pretty badly.  when he dropped me home, he kept standing at the door waving, like “i’m going to talk to you really soon!” and all i wanted was for him to just shut up and get out of my life forever.  i felt so disgusted with myself.

and then the alarm clock woke me up thank god.  first time ever i was actually happy to be jerked out of dream state.